School is coming OMG..AHHHHH... but ya know, we all have to try to just make the best of it, honestly, and just enjoy each other, cuz well....one year left. =[

So Many Memories - Ranma ½

Dreading the school bell, we can't help but worry
Classmates behind me, we can't help but hurry

They'll catch their breath and then, they'll say:
"Good-Mor-ni-ng!"

Sweet summer grass that grows wild by the roadside
Starting each day with a smile that I can't hide.

It's what I know...But may not always be so

Casual moments like these mean the most to me
Treasured times that don't need any key.

In the album of my heart I keep,
old times stay like new.

No, I won't forget... (how this sky is blue)
No, I won't forget... (how this dream came true)

They're the gentle times we'll share forever
Long past all those times are thru.

Even when I'm sad... (days I just don't know)
Even when I'm glad... (days the tears just flow)

Mem'ries of days I'll never, ever let go.

1. Name: luis teran...jr
2. What guys call you: Luis, Luey, sexay ;)...no.
3. What girls call you: Luis, Louie...and that other name I HATE
4. What your parents/family calls you: any of the above
5. Birth City: uh..somewheres in Mexico
6. Hospital: I'm supposed to REMEMBER?
7. Time: If only it was my ally..
8. Number of times you've moved: 5? 6?
9. Birthday: august 17, 1985
10. Age: 17 years old
11. Height: 5 10
12. Weight: 170 -175 lbs (my legs are so buff now xP)
13. Blood Type: ok, stupid questions aside..
14. Grade: 12
15. Classes for next year: core/ physics, ap spanish?!?, ap lit, metco
16. School: go cavs...*fakes cheer
17. Siblings (whole/step/half and ages): bro - 13, sis - 7
18. Parents married or divorced: together, somehow
19. How is your room decorated: So ugly.. =[
20. What kind of cell phone do you have: Nokiaaaa...I think
21. Pets: Does Jenny count?
22. Screenname(s): ljseXaywwf, seXay n gel, theeseXayone
23. What is your eye color: forget.
24. What is your hair color: eh?
26. What size shoe do you wear: uh, 12?

SECTION TWO: What's your favorite..........

1. Food: I dunno.. Ramen and those really really good krn food thingys, I forget their name
2. Drink: bobaaaaa..wo0oo
3. Fruit: what did you call me?
4. Vegetable: Maybe when I'm way old
5. Color(s): blue
6. Cologne/perfume: it used to be cool water
7. Part of the opposite sex: =X
8. Stuffed animal: hmm... dont have one
9. Mall: That one..where u can see anyone from skool on any given day
10. Candle scent: ...
11. Store: Whoa.. uh
13. Current song: I'm Just A Kid - Simple Plan
14. Gum: ehhhhh... none
15. Movie: Glory..and Austin Powers 3
16. Actor: Probably Ben Affleck
17. Actress: Does Mandy Moore count?
18. Animal: Shampoo in cat form...ooooooh yeah
19. TV channel: TV?!
20. TV show: Who's line is it
21. Radio station: KROQ
22. Rapper: It aint Ja Rule..hahaha
24. Soundtrack: CHRONO CROSS~!
25. Class: Math, we all got to sleep in there =]
26. Article of Clothing: Hair.
27. Flower: Man Eating
28. Holiday: X-Mas
29. Day of the week: Thursday...no idea why
30. Month: Hmm.... this year was August
31. Season: ^^^ guess
32. City: I live in the valley...so I dunno
33. State: CA
34. Vacation spot: Vegas
35. Age to be: mebe this year will be good..this or 22
36. College football team: BRUINS..nahhh
37. Comedy: Austin 3
38. Cartoon: Ranma =] =] =]
39. Place to drive around: I wanna drive...errrr
40. Blanket: The one that covers my bed..
41. Car: Expeds are nice
42. Eye color: hazel and BLACK
43. Hair color: negro
44. Pen ink color: this is so pathetic.
45. Shoes that you own: shut uuuupppp
46. Computer game: CS or My Ranma game~!
47. Quote: "wo0o0o0o"

SECTION THREE: Person who...

1. Is your best friend: Peter
2. You want to go out with: ..she wouldnt wanna
4. Teases you the most: Jenny...HOT DATE~!
5. You hate the most: Myself...alot of times =/
6. Makes you laugh the hardest: Peter or Matt
7. Makes you cry: ='[ damn..you know.
8. Makes you smile: Jen...and Nicole
10. Has your same clothing style: uh..am I supposed to notice =/
11. Is most like you personality wise: Meg
12. You lie to: YOU >:O
13. Calls you the most: I get CALLS?!?!?!?
14. You wish you never met: ...*sigh stop it.
15. Wears you out: Tim.
16. You love to hate: Zodin...<3 <3 ;)
17. You hate to love: Meeeeeeee~~!
18. Go to for advice: too many.
20. Trust the most: Wish it was Pete...but he doesn't talk much does he
21. You Care for the most: ^ ^...and for girl, probably all of them.
22. Love: my friends. fuck picking one duuuuude

SECTION FOUR: Random Questions requiring long answers...

1. How do you take compliments? ='[ Do I deserve ANY

2. Thing about girls/guys that makes you wanna hug them to bits: When ppl get personal after a long time of nothing. It was hard.

3. Thing you fear more than anything else in the world: 'What if..."

4. Thing that make you uncomfortable: When I get called on for my agressiveness, and talking in general.

5. Pet Peeve: I still bite my nails =]

6. Thing you can do that no one else knows about: shhhh...*gets gun

7. Thing you dislike about your relatives: YOU HAVENT GROWN A BIT LOUIE!!!

8. Thing you like and dislike about your personality(that means write two things, ha): I care too much and ask for a response without asking. o0o0o0 LJ SUCKS.

9. Thing you like and dislike about your image(same): Too built in the arms, makes me look wide, but I have a nice chest and legs ;) ;)!!

10. Last question, I swear, What is the meaning of life?: get a life

http://www.pixzone.net/disney.html

Keep me content damnit....I don't wanna think of anything else. I can't or I'll die.

As everything starts over again... I regress.

Remember me?

P5hng Me A*wy (Reanimation) - Linkin Park

When I look into your eyes
There's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes
Staring back at me

[*the below lyrics are said backwords*]
[*the only way to hear the words is if the song is played backwords*]

Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwhind
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down
Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwhind
Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down

I've lied
To you
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwhind)
For sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

[*backwards talk*]

I've tried
Like you
To do everything you wanted to
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find, we're outta time, left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

Reverse phsycology's failing miserably
It's so hard to be, left all alone
Telling you is the only chance for me
Theres nothing left but, to turn and face you
When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see
Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me
Asking why...
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (why)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me
Why I stayed with you
Just push away
No matter what you see
You're still so blind to me

My birthday was a fucking SHOCK OF DOOM.

I mean so yeah.. Jenny kept saying 'hot date luis, hot date', which I should have known was a lie since she's Matt's beau, but who am I to think correctly. Got picked up and we were going to K-TOWN~!...I wish =], apparently Jenny was stringing me along ( I hate you =]), and boom...it happened.

Nobody rememberes my birthday, nobody. This year shocked me cuz look...even bpth Peter's remembered =], and well...I couldn't even stand up when I found out what was going down.

They planned something for me =[, oh man... Jenny, Matt, Meg, Beth and Peter knew of this evil plan, to go to Matt's house and throw me a party...AHHH!!!! Sadly my bro couldn't be there, but even though I woulda had a fucking blast moreso with him there, it was such the bestedest party... whoa...

I mean...I got gifts, I got hugs, I got CANDY~!, and the best thing ever, p-chan cake!!!!!! Literally, I couldn't believe it, I had to sit down, WHO THE HELL REMEMBERS MY birthday?????

It was such a blast, I got lots of Ranma stuff, a dogtag, candy candy... we watched Ranma and Dawn of the Dead (worst. movie. ever. ) and Hedwig like at 2am... up at that point only Meg and I survivved the night, as Beth died, and Matt and Jenny had better things to do . . . @_@ we stayed up til 4... ouch

I really did have the greatest time, almost as pleasing as Disneyland, but, I had more of a shocked and suspended feeling of time on Saturday. Fuck my problems, I have the best people in the world with me. Ya hear that?!?! I have to thank you all... maybe by growing up some more. For you all though...not much for myself. Peace \m/

discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com

well holy shizzle....

Fuck you test, and your fucking accuracy on the last bit. That's what gets me into alot of trouble, jerk =]

PetersAimName: HAPPY BDAY LUIS
hAzElEyEs5585: happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mrf lip 816: HPAPAPAYA BDAYYYYYYYYY
JustineIsThaBEST: happy birthday!!!!!
X r E t 3 p: happy birthday

Auto response from theeseXayone: being 17 makes u feel old..

X r E t 3 p: haha
X r E t 3 p: yes, it does

I'm a lowly grasshoppah, and I have so many important things to say to YOU, you have to read this, as we all, grow up.

I feel so old. Maybe cuz Peter's two weeks older than me...no, that's not it...maybe cuz August is so damn hot, it manipulates ur brain and u get bored...no, that's not why I feel old..

Feel like I've grown up. Now before you say DUH LUIS...UR A YEAR OLDER, I don't mean physically.

I'll keep this short (hahaha, right) since some people are abducting me later today :-/!!...

There's been so many changes in my life in just what, 5 or so months (March?), so many difficult things at skool, in my head, with my friends, that I feel freaking 56.

But you know, I don't feel like saying any of what's happened, just about the now. I think too much sometimes, and it hurts to do that, to overanalyze, but how do I stop myself? By jjust thinking of the now, as weird as that is..

I'm really thankful. I'm at a better place then when skool ended, then in a good long time. I could thank people but nah, that's not necessary. I'm just real happy that I'm not the mess I was at skool, it seems so long ago...kinda scary.. but yeah, it's ironic, thankx to one, I have many, except that first one...but really, it doesn't kill me like it did before. I wish I could say I was more confident that I was before, but really, I'm just more content in general. Maybe cuz...oh wow, I don't even know.

I have the best freakin' friend ever, and I mean that alot..YA HEAR THAT PETER!? haha >:O, I mean, ya sometimes it seems like he's off in space and doesn't talk dat much to me or anyone, and we kinda act different w/ different people, but I really REALLY don't care bout that right now. Alls I know is he's the greatest friend I've got, ever, and hangin' out during the summer, and everything, I'm just thankful as hell. Oi

As much as Peter rule, he ain't the only one :), cuz lookin' around me, thinking of what's happened, maybe I DID take all of my friends for granted while at skool...and I feel terrible about it, but I don't wanna kill myself over it. I have so many good people in my life, all because of this year too..the drama and the things we learned, and the experiences, it all added up. I took a big hit yeah, and I still feel it sometimes when I'm all alone. But look around..Tim may not be talkin' to me at the mo', but I'm not gonna think about it..I've kinda grown out of the HEY, PLEASE TALK TO ME :( phase, albeit slowly.. I mean ya, thankx ot him, I have so much more in life to be happy about cuz he showed me how to achieve most of em. But hey.. I'm not gonna beg anyone to hang out with me no more. (Watch me regret that)

The people in chem, in spanish, in core, math, us hist, everyone...my classes were so full of life, I'm still really shocked that I've stayed in contact with people, even if it isn't a huge number of people. I am SO glad I've hung out with those I've been w/ during summer.. it makes any problem I have go away for a while. All that lingers is something deep inside, it's important, but not right now. That and boredom, kill me..

Being so fuckin' talkative and experienced, kinda wised up, it makes me feel like crap sometimes though, because noone hardly says as much as I do about their personal stuff. I've cut back, you notticed? But yeah, I'd like to hear what others say alot of times. You KNOW who I'm talking about!!!! haha :-D

But yo. Some people are abducting me later today, lord knows to where, and with who, but I'll go enjoy myself, I have to go in a few. I've had such an eventful year that capped off with Peter's bday, and I'm just happy I havn't wasted away (when not bored). Thankx to all of you, cuz damn, I'd be pretty much DEAD (*dead ;)) without all of you. I'm so close to being completely happy, all I need to hear is one thing... I just wanna know. See ya later. Jen, I miss you so DAMN MUCH~@!!!!!!! :( :( :(

Happy Birthday to meee3333e3e3e3e...

I'm so old. Be back later...and wiser, dun dun dun.

I've been blessed... okie dokie smokie, my journal's updated. Go read it and have a nice dayyy... damn, I'm so happy....so so happy =] ...and it isn't even my bday yet, but ya know what, hangin' with them was my gift.... peace \m/.

Peter!!!!! Everyone!!!!! I'm ... doing good!!!!!! much \m/ and <3 ...YES!!!!!!

Song: Red Shoe Sunday - Ranma ½

Up in blue sky, silly blimp go by...
Where it come from, where it going, ziggy zaggy fly high
Day is Sunday, Past one 1:30, why you no come by?
Maybe you late, but I no can wait... now I cry...

Pretty redwings, bridge that that spans the tide...
Draw the picture, see the face of the one I want by my side...
There you are, all dressed in black, but I can't see your eyes
Can it be you're dressed that way fooor me... why are you so shy?

Beep...Beep... This pager's driving me krazy

Just so.. you know..

If some dark stranger asks me, I might go, and so...
You'll miss me when you're lonely, we're sailing out to sea, the ship and me...

lala, lala, la la lala la...

lala, lala, la la lala la...

To my best friend, and all my other buddies, August 5th.

I'm a day late.

Thankx for being you. For being so care-free, so outgoing, so real... for being one of the few who still stands after I lashed out my uncontrollable pains and aches.

Thankx for being funny, I needed it so badly such a short time ago.... Thankx for showing that you care, even if you or anyone doesn't say it.

Thankx for not running and making me feel like I did it again, that I didn't impose a level of pressure and intimidation that even the most...wise and tainted of people didn't survive, that you're not one of the people on the sidelines, that I AM ON YOUR BUDDY LIST for crying out loud.

Thankx for showing me that there IS good people out there, and because of people like you, I have recovered well so far from my falls and stumbles.

Tommorow, I hope you know, it isn't how much I'll use up that I'll be thinking about, nor how much fun, but if you enjoyed it with the rest of us.... thankx for being my bro, and happy birthday, Peter.

I hate being late.

You can tell I am deathly bored. Read down for the k00lest LP song

I am not: insane damnit, and clingy, do not LABEL ME AS SUCH :-/...I'm too new to this.
I hurt: a lot ... heh. I hurt when....ah fuck it.
I love: understandings. knowing people. being with them....errrrrrrrrr
I hate: when there is a real lack of reciprocation...you know what I mean.
I fear: losing ground (can I *really* be more vague that this?)
I hope: everything works out with everything...one dayyyyy
I crave: I dunno, some boba
I regret: May 4th. And enjoying it.
I cry: and mean it when I do. Hey, a 6 year lapse should be worth something.
I care: way too much about way too many who dont care. BINGO~!
I always: overreact..overanalyze..end up alone.
I long: for wonderful friendships that will never end
I feel alone: when I get tossed aside by anyone...I'm such a weenie
I listen: to instrumental chrono cross when I need to sleep, and think.
I hide: what people want me to hide...but I fail at it so bad :)
I drive: ......I DRIVE??????????
I sing: with passion, and people don't *hate* it!!! =-o
I dance: in my shower...ok, so I don't
I write: in my journal when I need to.
I breathe: ......inhale baby.....
I play: too much dreamcast. I miss my n64 :(
I miss: ... don't do this to me you dumb survey
I search: for something...someone...that understands.
I learn: that I suck and cause my own shit. w00t, oh and Peter is 2 weeks older than me...heheheh
I feel: happy when i'm with my friends ...only then
I know: things won't ever be the same after a clash, and backlash
I say: what I feel, I'm sooo grown up :-/
I succeed: rarely.
I fail: alot.
I dream: too much, the real world sucks sometimes.
I wonder: why everything takes so long
I want: ...
I worry: too much for everyone to care.
I wish: I should have known what would happen when I listen to a voice in my head
I have: not much, but what I have with my friends, is priceless
I give: everything. sometimes, I don't know how much at once to give =/
I fight: with myself. yay!
I wait: impatiently, not quietly, but I AM trying
I need: it back.

Peter's bday, Aug 3rd, is exactly 2 weeks before mine... pointless but kool...ehhhh. Monday will be a very very good day.

Hey! I found another anger management song against myself and everyone involved, yayyyy...

Linkin Park - And One (funny, a lot of LP songs say exactly what I feel...feh)

Where should I start
Disjointed heart
I’ve got no commitment
To my own flesh and blood
Left all alone
Far from my home
No one to hear me, to heal my ill heart, I

Keep it locked up inside

Cannot express
To the point I’ve regressed
If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I

Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies

It’s too late to love me now
You helped me to show me
It’s too late to love me now
You don’t take a word in

Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace

Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace

Keep it locked up inside
Keep my distance from your lies

Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me)
Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too)
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace
Breaking a part of my heart to find release
Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace

Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance
Keep my distance

[music slows to rap solo...]

Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness
Cryptic colloquialism shifts your midrift
Dark all I do embark the shadows
Involved with my thought catalog, analogue, rap catalog
Keep my distance, and fear resistance, hurt by persistance
The twisted web of tangled lies
Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste
And I'm forced to face these hate crimes
Against the state of being
Feeling the weight-less-ness pressed between the ceiling
Reeling around room
Riding a bubble of sound proof
It's the frequency making you
Sha-Shake with every boom
Involuntary muscle contraction
Ignoring and drinking musical gas field euphoria
The sound pounds to make the dead flush
To have you a head rush with red thoughts and said stuff