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You can have her now Riverside, but without me, Brighton will have no such fun. She will not go to the parties, the get togethers, and to the Riverside away from the dull consistancies of little cafes and mindless drives. One day we'll make it happen, bright eyes

Meanwhile, I'm home, to get my eyes fixed and still see some people who's school is not insane, giving them a longer break. Brighton hurry uuuuupppp! Today I saw La Mala Education with Roel. Very... uh, controversial. About as controversial as the fact that I went to a film with Roel about a priest molesting little boys, all alone. As if the retards don't talk about me enough! hahahaha. oh god. In n Out was great too. soooo fat

So something came to my mind. Why do people give me the shocked look when I tell them I'm not only a virgin, but I plan to stay that way until I get married? I made my mind up a long time ago, and yes.. I have slipped in my ambitions but luckily, not THAT much. I guess I don't have a good reason for not just fucking someone's brains out except that it does kind of mean something to me. And yes, it is hypocritical that the man who messes around town won't just go all the way. Who really cares? It's my thing and I don't judge those who have sex all the time.. that's their thing and it's all good. Thankfully, I'm not the only person sticking by his gun and not shooting it, at least at Riverside. I guess I just don't understand why people ask me "...WHY???". Funny thing is.. I have get so much more when I'm not looking for it. Oh life, you krazy bitch.