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a) Happy Birthday Dad. I love you and everyday, I thank the heavens that I got a dad with SO much ambition and drive to put his family forward. You really are one of a kind, and if you only cut the temper down.. you'd be perfect. But I wish you didn't change a bit, because I'm glad that you're just the way you are. Damn you guys for not picking up the fone today! Now I feel like the worst kid in the world, not telling you this myself.

b)Today was my recovery day. Usually, the day after, aka the start of yet another process... is as bad as the day before. I need to get out of my room and mellow yellow. Anxiousness is a bad thing, says Ismael. Well, I think it goes with ambition so hopefully.. I don't step out of bounds with what I'm about to do to change everything around me. I know, I know.. ''curse your dumb weird serious but vague entry luis!!''

People only post song lyrics, or links to songs, when they just cannot express what they hold within by themselves. They call em the artistically inept. Today, I am member #675432467

darling, you’ve grown tired of me
when i catch your eye
it’s all that i can see
and now i hear every word you say..
but i can’t see where you are

one day, when we’ve both settled down
we may meet again, in some long forgotten town
gone, the years of wandering around..
and finally ascend that future seat
we’ll make ends meet
as long as there’s (an end)
it can be hard to figure out
(..yet soon we shall see..)
the fine print’s meant to blur your eyes
(there are things they don’t want you to read)
but one thing will always remain clear...

i’m not here, and you were meant for me....

someday we’ll take that future seat
we’ll make ends meet
as long as there’s (an end)
it can be hard to figure out
(..yet soon we shall read..)
the bright light’s meant to burn your eyes
(there are things they don’t want you to say)
but one thing will always remain clear

i’m not here, and you weren’t meant for me....

you weren't meant for me.
you weren't meant for me.

This is definitely one of those times..