What was once so great, so... full of life... is gone. As Robert Mandel would say, I just had my divorce... and God help me, I've never felt so genuinely sad.

All the trials and tribulations He has placed before me are nothing but stepping stones, helped me become a better person... but this one's the hardest, and I don't know if my 'emotional maturity' can pull me out of this. I really don't. This really really stings. I'll miss you bro. Every damn day.. every damn day.

I can't blog anymore. It's all over.