4/23/2003

Clocks - Coldplay is so amazing. haha I dunno why I don't really blog as oft as I used to.. is it laziness? Nothing of note to say? Don't wanna repeat myself? I wanna make all of you suffer? who knows. =] Oh; y'all can keep guessing on the list I posted a while back - it's gonna be awesome.

Spring break was good. I lost all the sleep I gained from it once I stepped into Linn's 1st period on Monday tho. haha skool has not really been bad at all - everything is running on full throttle, and it should be... 9 weeks to go. Man I don't even know wut to say in this here blog =T... well I've been catching up a lot with a lot of people I've kind of been split from, it's been good times just talking to everybody. I guess more than ever now I appreciate everyone's company... well, unless I don't like you. xD

Today was a nice day... (I know I have to blog quite a bit to make up for slackin) I've been listening to a lot of punk emo crap lately, so I've been mellowing out for quite some time... perhaps that's why I feel no impulse to say anything anymore. Jen got kind of mad at me for this - because she's notticed it too; I'm holding back a lot of wut I feel, and it angers me too... it's so hypocritical. Why you ask? Cuz Peter's basically told me the same thing about how he's sort of regressed, and it sucked when he told me... yet I go and do it too? Sometimes it feels like every single one of the damn people that went through core 11 have decided to forget all that they were presented with, and give a hard time to those who are still... working on themselves. I can't explain this shit.

Anyway YES today was nice... got Meteora back! I finally used my camera today too =], and it was good times. I had used it like twice the day before... but anyway Luis the insane camera guy was back! hmm... 1st period Linn, us 4 dudes in the class take a group pic. sort of. It's just me, Robert, Rody, and Peter, and we were getting our pic taken when Peter lets his head go down and RUNS AWAY! hahaha so we run after him into 2nd period Giff... where we corner him at his desk, press up all around him and Justine takes a good shot of us. haha it was great. "We do it because we loooooove you Peter" - Rody. Then I get some tight pics of Meg, Michelle, Jen, Brighton, Joe, Tim, and Arthur... I'm sure I'm forgetting some people. Anyway I need to develop these.. and keep them all to myself >)

Prom seems to be coming so fast man, I'm glad i have like... the best date ever. I need everything else now. Why am I so poor? ugh. Post-prom plans are getting so dang complicated... errr. It'll be a blast though.

Me and my ism group are gonna get started soon; we have everything set for us to actually do our book and then shoot the video. I hate hate hate HATE film students, you guys didn't have to do any of this crap OR the popart. ><;; and you GOT TO WATCH DEVDAS FOR CLASS

I know all I'm saying is blah blah superficial shit... I really can't bring myself to do much of anything anymore. This sucks. I mean really... it fucking sucks. I am discouraged; how can I ever encourage at this rate? R3gression is never pretty. I have to get myself back up there somewhere - or else, how can I ever expect anyone else to do the same? :-( No more blogging. late

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