OKAY! I've written. Check it out on AIM, yo. =]

Fuckin' I'm soo tired and yet so.. restless, ughhhh... I'm very very content with the way my life is right now, there's bound to be ups and downs, alwayz, but I won't let shit kill me anymore. Even better I won't make things do it to me either.. w00t! New Years was very very fun, spent it w/ some of my best friends. Jenny picked me and Meg up and took us to her place where we met up with Matt and... yeah that's right, AMY MADOLE @_@ and it was trippy, but I missed her so it was aight... we all went out to eat, then got drinks and played Mario Party, again haha, watched movies played games etc etc... shit.

I couldn't sleep all night because... I kept thinking about what's become of me. I looked to my right, everyone was asleep, and I felt so old right then and there... God, I've been through so much now that whenever I think about it, it makes me happy... because I've SURVIVED THE WORST mang, the worst. I thought about everybody in my life that has become a part of me.. and made me who types this before you. I'm so happy for every single moment from the past year... 2002 will always remain in my heart and mind. and in my blog and such, hahahaaha.

We then woke up a short few hours later, went out to BOWL which kicked ass, then ate, then... crap I forgot. Oh, saw Dogma, which I love because it's a Kevin Smith film. Love him... and it was such a nice time. Jenny's so bony... haha. Having Amy around brought back some strange memories... since we've always had a turbulent relationship. She bit my @$$. yeah. I have a bruise on the left cheek =[. ANYWAY... kraziest new years ever to end the kraziest year ever.

Can't keep the past in my mind though, it'll slow my ass down in life, and slow ANYONE down, so I'll just keep blogging, writing in my journal, and march forward.

I got msged by him on the 31st, and I had a freakin heart attack when I gout out of the shower to see it... hahaha yeah. I wrote some stuff in my 'real' journal about it, so I don't feel like I have to say any more about that, except that it's kool and made me happy and stuff, but I just have to write myself a memo about it... and that's that hey,

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Anywho... I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT NEW YEARS =], or as Peter An would say... L337 NEW YEAR!!!!!!! W00T W00T! XD