Too lazy to finish this up =P hahaha... damnit. I don't wanna deal with it I guess, not right now. But I do, somehow... yaknow? I hate leaving things unfinished, unfufilled... haha like that poem rite Michelle? Call me greedy or an idiot but yeah...

... I try to keep that happy medium with my blogs, between vague and blunt... and I've been slipping from one to the other, leaning on blunt (no really?) lately.. quite frankly the only reason I try to stay in the medium is because this isn't a private blog! There is an audience, the 'other' reading this and processing it at their own will.. and I like to maintain a sense of privacy, you can call it dignity, who gives a crap... but NOW with this shit, I well... DO NOT GIVE A SHIT who reads this or interprets it. Why the change Luis? Because this is all for me, me ME. I don't expect jackshit from people (hey like before!), but I mean that in terms of how willing they are to get back into something to HARD to get into. Who cares, whether you're the Tim whom I've been killing myself reading the past for, or Michelle who's bored, or Zodin who's freekin nosey, or Peter downloading some dumb music... or Minjung who wont leave me alone!!!

this whole thing is MINE, leave me alone when I say, I don't expect crap from you, I just wanna better myself for you. Really...

oh look, Jamie Oh does it again ppl: "To want is one thing; to do whatever it takes is another." ~ Proverb She's as quick witted as she was in 1996 man!!!

anywayz I'll think real hard on all this new stuff I passed by before. I'm interested as to where this will take me... even if you're too quick to judge what I want out of this.