12/24/2002

Thee seXay onE: this ones a lil weird
Thee seXay onE: haha
Thee seXay onE: u finish off the statement
Thee seXay onE: k here it goes
OoPeek A Boo11: k
Thee seXay onE: i am not:
OoPeek A Boo11: typical
Thee seXay onE: depressing.
Thee seXay onE: i hurt when:
OoPeek A Boo11: people leave me behind
Thee seXay onE: ditto.
Thee seXay onE: i love:
OoPeek A Boo11: myself enough to stand up for myself
Thee seXay onE: life
Thee seXay onE: i hate:
Thee seXay onE: instabilities
OoPeek A Boo11: whejn i'm vulnerable
Thee seXay onE: i fear:
Thee seXay onE: ...
Thee seXay onE: losing ground w/ ppl
OoPeek A Boo11: taking responsibility for my own actions
Thee seXay onE: i hope:
OoPeek A Boo11: to be happy
OoPeek A Boo11: one day
Thee seXay onE: everything fits together in the end
Thee seXay onE: i crave:
Thee seXay onE: ice cream... dumb michelle...
Thee seXay onE: lol
OoPeek A Boo11: love
OoPeek A Boo11: haha
Thee seXay onE: i regret
OoPeek A Boo11: letting my guards down for guys
Thee seXay onE: all the dumb things tim and i did to each other
Thee seXay onE: which didnt seem dumb at the time
Thee seXay onE: heh
Thee seXay onE: i cry:
OoPeek A Boo11: when i realize how unstable i am
Thee seXay onE: when i cant handle myself.
Thee seXay onE: oy
Thee seXay onE: i care:
OoPeek A Boo11: for others before myself all the time
Thee seXay onE: way too much about way too many people who dont care at al.
Thee seXay onE: i always:
OoPeek A Boo11: smile and try to get others to too
Thee seXay onE: overanalyze... and end up by myself
Thee seXay onE: i long:
Thee seXay onE: for more stability
OoPeek A Boo11: to not fight anymore
Thee seXay onE: i feel alone:
OoPeek A Boo11: when i write
Thee seXay onE: when people put their heads down as i come near
Thee seXay onE: ...
Thee seXay onE: i listen:
OoPeek A Boo11: to everyone and everything
Thee seXay onE: to anybody who needs it
Thee seXay onE: i hide:
Thee seXay onE: whatever people want me to.
OoPeek A Boo11: when i'm scared of the outside world
Thee seXay onE: i drive:
Thee seXay onE: ..... i drive?
OoPeek A Boo11: a honda civic 2000
OoPeek A Boo11: lol how shallow was that
Thee seXay onE: lol it wasnt
Thee seXay onE: i sing:
OoPeek A Boo11: when i don't think people are listening
Thee seXay onE: with passion. gimme some freakin staind ill show you passion
Thee seXay onE: i dance:
OoPeek A Boo11: all the time, whjenever, whereever
Thee seXay onE: never dance.
OoPeek A Boo11: :-)
Thee seXay onE: :-P
Thee seXay onE: i write:
OoPeek A Boo11: when i'm alone
Thee seXay onE: all the freakin time >_<
OoPeek A Boo11: haha
Thee seXay onE: i breathe
Thee seXay onE: ...when i need to live?
OoPeek A Boo11: with no regrets
Thee seXay onE: i play:
Thee seXay onE: with my memories... to make sense out of them
OoPeek A Boo11: when i revisit my imagination
Thee seXay onE: i miss:
Thee seXay onE: :-(
OoPeek A Boo11: being a child, with nothing to worry about
Thee seXay onE: i search:
OoPeek A Boo11: i miss being not stressed, not sick
OoPeek A Boo11: for comfort
Thee seXay onE: for inner peace.
Thee seXay onE: i learn:
OoPeek A Boo11: everyday
Thee seXay onE: through other people
Thee seXay onE: i feel:
OoPeek A Boo11: sick, but at peace
Thee seXay onE: cold, i need clothes now
OoPeek A Boo11: lol
Thee seXay onE: i know:
OoPeek A Boo11: that i'l be okay one day
Thee seXay onE: you can never go back.
Thee seXay onE: i say:
OoPeek A Boo11: i'll be here when u need me
Thee seXay onE: what i feel, not that ill say it right
Thee seXay onE: i succeed:
OoPeek A Boo11: slowly but surely
Thee seXay onE: rarely.
Thee seXay onE: i fail:
Thee seXay onE: when i want to succeed the most. aiya
OoPeek A Boo11: when i overanalyze
Thee seXay onE: i dream:
OoPeek A Boo11: of reaching lasting happiness
Thee seXay onE: too often.
Thee seXay onE: i wonder:
OoPeek A Boo11: am i making the right decisions
Thee seXay onE: why time plays games with me
Thee seXay onE: i want:
OoPeek A Boo11: to be loved and love in return
Thee seXay onE: HAPPINESS.
Thee seXay onE: i worry:
OoPeek A Boo11: that'll never reach my goals
Thee seXay onE: too much for anyone to care.
Thee seXay onE: i wish:
OoPeek A Boo11: on too many stars
Thee seXay onE: i knew what i was doing half the time
Thee seXay onE: i have:
OoPeek A Boo11: everyting but nothing at the same time
Thee seXay onE: my friends. theyre priceless
Thee seXay onE: i give:
OoPeek A Boo11: not as much as i could
Thee seXay onE: everything i can... carelessly.
Thee seXay onE: i fight:
Thee seXay onE: with myself
OoPeek A Boo11: to breathe on my own
Thee seXay onE: i wait:
OoPeek A Boo11: patiently
Thee seXay onE: impatiently, and not quietly. but i wait.
Thee seXay onE: i need:
Thee seXay onE: to be completed.
OoPeek A Boo11: ditto
Thee seXay onE: i am:
Thee seXay onE: the product of everyones touch.
OoPeek A Boo11: strong in my own way
Thee seXay onE: i want to be:
OoPeek A Boo11: healthy again
Thee seXay onE: whatever you want me to be, and ill work on myself for it
Thee seXay onE: i never want to be:
Thee seXay onE: pushed away.
OoPeek A Boo11: something i will never be
Thee seXay onE: last one!
OoPeek A Boo11: k
Thee seXay onE: i want you to be:
Thee seXay onE: ...
Thee seXay onE: happy
OoPeek A Boo11: comfortable in your own skin, mind, and heart

Good stuff. very very good stuff. Merry Christmas Luis.

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