current song: the nearness of you . norah jones
mood: sleepy/down
cig count: 0

hard to handle. off-center. unstable.

maybe i am. maybe i'm not as strong as i try to be. maybe i do need other people. but i don't want to.

people hurt. they destroy. they torment. they lie. they cheat. they steal. they yell. they kill. they hate. who needs them?

we all do. i do. we put up with all types of pain and sorrow for those few moments of happiness and joy. we long to live a life with someone who can ALWAYS make us happy. but that seems so impossible. it IS impossible. it seems as though humans want to suffer. need to suffer. place themselves in dire or painful situations. they crave it.

jeez, what am i rambling on about? it's yearbook time ...